alyosha87

"For what it's worth, it's never too late, or in my case too early, to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit... start whenever you want... you can change or stay the same. There are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. I hope you see things that stop you. I hope you feel things that you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life that you're proud of and if you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again." The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (loved that movie.)

bored...don't know what to do...what to think about. i'm just going to let the following words speak for me: "Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like smile at you, and then your life isn't your own an

it's almost 3 in the morning and i still can't manage to fall asleep, although i really want to. being sleepless makes me think about several things (the fact that on the street is dead-quiet sure helps:) ) related to life, family, friends... i am sometimes feeling that i have no friends at all, that the only people who surround me with care,love and attention are my parents. of course, life has proven me wrong more than once. wherever i am going, i'm always surrounded by people who enjoy my company, who like me for what i am and not what they want me to be. that reassures me , gives me a feeling of comfort, knowing that i am liked for what